Monthly Archives: August 2009

From 100 percent dissolution to 7 percent solution

Today begins the dissolution of the themed days here at Unfinished Rambler. No more Meandering Monday, WTF Wordless Wednesday and Flashback Friday. Instead, I’m going to ramble just as I did when I first started this blog…

…in doing this, I hope to be able to reflect myself more honestly than I have been and that also this blog will serve more of a counterpoint to my more serious blog, an unfinished person (in an unfinished universe), where I have themed days. Order and disorder: the two flip sides of the coin. Or, to put it another way, an Ouroboros, in that I’m constantly recreating myself here as the process is never finished.

Ouroboros

So to that end, here goes some observations apropos of no themes, just more rambling:

Friday: While at the state store (here in Pennsylvania, the state controls the sales of wines and liquors) in our town, I overheard something I had never heard previously in a state store:

“So do you have cigarettes and beer?”

The answer, of course, was no as the state store only sells wine and liquors and the obvious to anyone looking around the store, that no beer or cigarettes were in the building. I thought this was a little bit of an odd question myself, so when I got to the counter with my purchase (not for myself, Mom and Dad, of course, but for a friend), I asked the employee there:

“What planet are they from?”

The silly question fairy must have been hovering over the town that day because when I went to Subway later, I heard this from a customer there:

“So do you have any specials?”

I could have asked the same question about this customer as I had of the other one at the state store.

Evidently, upon walking to the store, the person didn’t see the signs not only on the windows of the store, but on the door as they walked into the store.

The person must not have television either where these annoying commercials can be seen all the time (click at your own risk):

Saturday: I received in the mail a letter from Nationwide that said “You’re pre-forgiven.” “When you come to Nationwide Insurance, you can be forgiven before anything ever happens,” the letter read.

Ironically, I saw this just after I had gone to the Sacrament of Reconciliation (confession) at our church. It got me to thinking that maybe I don’t need confession after all, since Nationwide says that I’m pre-forgiven. I can believe them, right? After all, they are on my side.

Sunday: After writing on my main blog about how I felt a twinge of conscience in reading a book that I didn’t need to be reading for my spiritual well-being, I then picked up a book that began with the lead character doing this:

[X] took his bottle from the corner of the mantelpiece, and his hypodermic syringe from its neat morocco case. With his long, white, nervous fingers he adjusted the delicate needle and rolled back his left shirt-cuff. For some little time, his eyes rested thoughtfully upon the sinewy forearm and wrist, all dotted and scarred with innumerable puncture-marks. Finally, he thrust the sharp point home, pressed down the tiny piston, and sank back into the velvet-lined arm chair with a long sigh of satisfaction.

Yep, a drug-user and a drug-pusher as he reveals at the bottom of the first page:

“It is cocaine,” he said, “a seven-percent solution. Would you care to try it?”

I had to laugh.

Did I stop reading the book? No.

The lead character is Sherlock Holmes; the story, The Sign of the Four, and so far, the rest of the story has nothing to do with cocaine, although I’m expecting by the end, he is going to shoot his woman down. However, knowing him, he’d have a good answer for the sheriff from Jericho Hill and the judge as well as to why it couldn’t have been him who shot “that bad bitch down.”

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Thinking on “whatever is true, whatever is honorable…”

Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is gracious, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.

Philippians 4:8

Each Monday, a small group of ladies participate in the meme Sleeping with Bread, started by Mary-Lue and based off the book and on the Friday before that, I post something I call Flashback Friday (today on Saturday) as part of that. The meme is based on the Examen as practiced by St. Ignatius of Loyola with two questions as seen below.

For what am I least grateful this week?

1. Wasting time: Specifically wasting time on a book, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, and in general on books that don’t do anything for me. As of last night, I was three-quarters the way through the aforementioned book but after talking with my wife about it, I’ve decided not to finish it. Why? She reminded me of the verse above, and I guess you could say I felt convicted by the Holy Spirit not to read it. Specifically, the graphic nature of the novel and the promiscuity of the lead character led me to think this really wasn’t something I needed to read.

This said, I don’t believe everything I read has to be of a didactic nature or  spiritual or even “Christian.” On the flip side, I don’t believe everything I read has to be meaningless and just a means of escape, although that’s all right from time to time. I have classics sitting on my shelves unread.

Life is too short to waste on the passing fads, so why not delve into the classics? I already am doing that to some degree with the Agatha Christie Reading Challenge and the Baker Street Challenge with Arthur Conan Doyle books. However, I need to read more of the classics.

I also do have a shelf of spiritual classics from St. Augustine to the Dalai Llama that I  also would like to read. A year or two ago I had a plan to read those kind of books on Sundays. I think I will return to that practice.

2. The cycle of which I have discussed previously here and in which sometimes I feel stuck: It’s not only the revision of my blogs, over and over again, but also other aspects of my life from my diet to my exercise regimen, among them.

For what am I most grateful?

1. Breaking that cycle to some degree: This week I consolidated three twitter accounts into one and narrowed my blogs to primarily two here and at Unfinished Rambler. Breaking the cycle, like my life, is a work in progress and never will be finished in this earthly life. As a Christian, though, I have faith that it will be completed in the next.

2. Readers of my blogs: Last week I had the oddest of experiences. A young man with whom I am acquainted on Facebook came up to me while my wife and I were at dinner at a local restaurant. He told me he appreciated me a recent post on my becoming an oblate at Mt. Savior Monastery in Elmira, N.Y. He said that he would like to go on a retreat there sometime, that his mother and father had gone there years ago and talked about it and talked about it, and this post reminded him of that. This past week, another Facebook friend started following this blog and a supplement to this blog, An Unfinished Person II on Tumblr, and a fellow book blogger whose blog I read from time to time also contacted me on Facebook to discuss the same post about becoming an oblate.

The point is you never know whose life you may affect, for better or for worse. Don’t worry, I won’t say “for richer or for poorer” (sorry, I’m not giving away money here). This isn’t marriage after all. However, blogging is, or can be, anyway, a bond, I believe, between you and the reader, some of which others are struggling with efforts like Blog With Integrity. While I have not (yet) signed any pledges along these lines, I do believe in some of the ideas behind such efforts. This is why I try to be honest with you how I feel, as much as possible, with the exception of what leave for a priest in the confessional or a trained counselor at his or her office.

A quick aside: This is why I will be changing the themes of Unfinished Rambler in the near future to no themes (which I know is a theme in itself, but anyway…) to reflect myself more honestly and also be a counterpoint to the more ordered structured in themes here.

The bottom line is I have two sides to me: ordered and disordered. How do I balance the order and the chaos as it is within my daily life? Maybe that’s part of the problem. I don’t have the strength on my own and need the help of a Higher Power to find this balance, and balance, period, in my life.

This post also can be found at my spiritual blog, Journeying with the Saints. If you only are interested in spiritual-related posts, you can subscribe only to that blog, if you so choose.

Thinking on “whatever is true, whatever is honorable…”

Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is gracious, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.

Philippians 4:8

Each Monday, a small group of ladies participate in the meme Sleeping with Bread, started by Mary-Lue and based off the book and on the Friday before that, I post something I call Flashback Friday (today on Saturday) as part of that. The meme is based on the Examen as practiced by St. Ignatius of Loyola with two questions as seen below.

For what am I least grateful this week?

1. Wasting time: Specifically wasting time on a book, The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo, and in general on books that don’t do anything for me. As of last night, I was three-quarters the way through the aforementioned book but after talking with my wife about it, I’ve decided not to finish it. Why? She reminded me of the verse above, and I guess you could say I felt convicted by the Holy Spirit not to read it. Specifically, the graphic nature of the novel and the promiscuity of the lead character led me to think this really wasn’t something I needed to read.

This said, I don’t believe everything I read has to be of a didactic nature or spiritual or even “Christian.” On the flip side, I don’t believe everything I read has to be meaningless and just a means of escape, although that’s all right from time to time. I have classics sitting on my shelves unread.

Life is too short to waste on the passing fads, so why not delve into the classics? I already am doing that to some degree with the Agatha Christie Reading Challenge and the Baker Street Challenge with Arthur Conan Doyle books. However, I need to read more of the classics.

I also do have a shelf of spiritual classics from St. Augustine to the Dalai Llama that I also would like to read. A year or two ago I had a plan to read those kind of books on Sundays. I think I will return to that practice.

2. The cycle of which I have discussed previously here and in which sometimes I feel stuck: It’s not only the revision of my blogs, over and over again, but also other aspects of my life from my diet to my exercise regimen, among them.

For what am I most grateful?

1. Breaking that cycle to some degree: This week I consolidated three twitter accounts into one and narrowed my blogs to primarily two here and at Unfinished Rambler. Breaking the cycle, like my life, is a work in progress and never will be finished in this earthly life. As a Christian, though, I have faith that it will be completed in the next.

2. Readers of my blogs: Last week I had the oddest of experiences. A young man with whom I am acquainted on Facebook came up to me while my wife and I were at dinner at a local restaurant. He told me he appreciated me a recent post on my becoming an oblate at Mt. Savior Monastery in Elmira, N.Y. He said that he would like to go on a retreat there sometime, that his mother and father had gone there years ago and talked about it and talked about it, and this post reminded him of that. This past week, another Facebook friend started following this blog and a supplement to this blog, An Unfinished Person II on Tumblr, and a fellow book blogger whose blog I read from time to time also contacted me on Facebook to discuss the same post about becoming an oblate.

The point is you never know whose life you may affect, for better or for worse. Don’t worry, I won’t say “for richer or for poorer” (sorry, I’m not giving away money here). This isn’t marriage after all. However, blogging is, or can be, anyway, a bond, I believe, between you and the reader, some of which others are struggling with efforts like Blog With Integrity. While I have not (yet) signed any pledges along these lines, I do believe in some of the ideas behind such efforts. This is why I try to be honest with you how I feel, as much as possible, with the exception of what leave for a priest in the confessional or a trained counselor at his or her office.

A quick aside: This is why I will be changing the themes of Unfinished Rambler in the near future to no themes (which I know is a theme in itself, but anyway…) to reflect myself more honestly and also be a counterpoint to the more ordered structured in themes here.

The bottom line is I have two sides to me: ordered and disordered. How do I balance the order and the chaos as it is within my daily life? Maybe that’s part of the problem. I don’t have the strength on my own and need the help of a Higher Power to find this balance, and balance, period, in my life.

This post also can be found at my main blog, an unfinished person (in an unfinished universe). If you are interested in getting a more complete picture of this unfinished person, you can subscribe to that blog, if you so choose.

Blackened

This blackened toenail is similar to one to which I awoke to find falling off my right big toe on the morning of Feb. 2, 2008, almost six months after I completed my first and only Bald Eagle Mountain Megatransect, a 24.9 mile trail hike/run, in northcentral Pennsylvania.

I say, similar, because at the time, my wife wouldn’t let me take a picture of the toenail, including cutting away the last remaining part of the nail that was just hanging by a thread, for all the world to see in a post on my running blog. All she could say, as I recorded in that post, in her objection was

“Ewww. Ewwww.”

In fact, she felt so strongly about it that she reiterated her disgust with it in the comments of my post (sans photo):

“Ew Ew Ew. Just wanted to say it again.”

I’m not sure if three ews with one w show the level of disgust, though, as much as the three and four w’s I used in the original ewww(w)s.

My sister, meanwhile, weighed in with her own thoughts:

“Ok. I am really grossed out. Feel my oatmeal coming back up…gotta go.”

Personally, I was, and am, more grossed out by the thought of oatmeal going down, let alone coming back up. Either way, it’s the color of puke. Ewwwww, and that’s with five w’s.

Now with the inclusion of a photo and a mention of puke, how many w’s of disgust would you put on ew for this post? Let me know in the commments. While you’re thinking about it, here’s Metallica with an appropriately titled song:

This post is part of Humor Bloggers dot com Feet Friday, which surprise, surprise, is today, even though Reforming Geek didn’t know that and posted this past Tuesday. Those, along with myself, who knew it was today are ettarose at Sanity on Edge, Nonamedufus, Quirkyloon at Musings of A Quirkyloon, Jenn Thorson at Of Cabbages and Kings, Nooter the Dog, Frank Lee MeiDere at I Probably Don’t Like You, Phillipia of Writes Phillipia and, last but not least, MikeWJ at Too Many Mornings, who suggested this topic for an event, and ta-da here we are!

This post is not part of anything scheduled at Humor-Blogs.com or BlogStorm, but it still can be found there as well for your amusement.

Photo courtesy of NCRunnerDude (click on photo to be taken to his blog)