For Wordsmith Wednesday:
The Art of Violence -- written for my cousin Aaron after watching the Hong Kong movie "Full Time Killer" 1. How far will the young man's obsession go with trapeze artistry, the dangling on the edge of a roof, that slow movement imperceptibly toward a false Eden with the balletic balladic- like moves scissoring through the air, zipping doo dah cool through water turning into blood via wine. No, wait, wineglass atop a table- top stops in mid-motion as it drops to the floor, the moment before breaking into a myriad of shards through which a myriad of lives can be seen: first, this one where no wineglass sits atop a tabletop ready to fall, only caught in mid-motion. It's all an illusion, look behind the shell, through the skeletal structure, into the blood corpuscles, what is there? The next life is your own until it is hurled off top of parking garage or through a plate glass window. You are the child you didn't recognize behind the glazed expression, the thrill of the kill, splintering bone- chips caught in teeth of a buzzsaw blade. No matter how fine sifted to dust, dust is still dust, you can't erase the man, bring him back from the dead, another replay, recharge your weapon and play on, can you? 2. Each day in the desert a pack of mules hides its true intent from you. It spins out of control until the rivulet of blood riveted to the side of his face moves one side to the other like a mole on a supermodel. It's all makeup, trickery conjured out of splitting atoms, rippling schizophrenia from beneath the edge of a man's epidermal crust. The drill bit becomes stuck in this groove, his/her mellifluous voice: inchoate, salubrious. 3. It is dizzying, like emptying shell after shell after shell after shell of the meat stuffed inside, entrails where the cancer metastasizes into a metonymy, comes out from the metacurpus into the tunnel: ordnance, ordo, onco- genesis. 4. Montage: the metagalaxy, the meritocracy of the arcade gunners, from the intraocular center, he invokes the name of a long-deceased god from the involution of time, space, eternity comes heartache, gruel the flecks of newscasts, forecasts of snow, sleet, freezing rain, the ovenbird trampled on the promontory. I am retrograding into the grotto, emaciated. 5. The dictums of the left hand versus the dictums of the right hand. There is no right, no wrong.






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